To Much Stress

If I don't get a job soon I'm afraid I might explode. I have had a tension headache for no less then 2 weeks now. I haven't felt this stressed in so long. Dealing with my family is just too much for me at this point and what makes it worse is I have weekends of family crap coming up, not to mention I work with a good portion of them every freakin day! Luckily I have had some bites on the old resume, so I am hoping something will come of it. It seems I am being geared toward recruiting. Even my friends think I would be good at it. I am game for just about anything, esp a career that has a decent salary. I would love to pay that stupid amex off. Thank you ex husband and sickly dog, who turned out not to be sick at all, just staging a hunger strike to freak me out. Plus I am upset about the trainer situation. I am really convinced he feels the same way, I can't believe I really misread all the signs. I will see him tonight for the first time after the infamous text message signaling my interest. I wonder how that will go down. Hopefully not as bad as my imagination has configured. And a weird sighting this morning. As I am waiting in line to go down the stairs at the port authority, who is in front of me, P. Remember him, the 38 year old that was only looking to have fun at this stage of his life. He just started a job in the city. I didn't say hi, had bad breath from sleeping on the bus. FUnny thing was I was thinking about him this morning as I drifted off on my commuter nap. Small world. Till later.