No committment please

So, I found out today that while P likes to hang out he is not looking for anything serious. (this struck me as funny b/c he sent me roses for valentine's day). And I quote, "at this point in my life I just want to have fun". By the way he is 38! I was a little upset at first, not that I let him know this. I told him I understood and high tailed it home. But once I thought it through, I figured why not just have some fun. I'm not really interested in joining the dating scene, so at least I would get to go out with a guy on occasion and have sex. I think I could live with that for now. Plus, I kind of like how my life is now. The focus is entirely on me. I don't have to deal with someone else's schedule, life issues or family. And I know I keep saying this, but it helps for me to keep reminding myself, but I do want to focus on me. I want to get in better shape, not just weight wise, but also exercise wise too. I enjoy working out with my trainer and getting into spin class and being single allows me to make a schedule that works for me. I never have to miss a class or a workout b/c of relationship stuff. So, for now we will just stay as we are. It is kind of fun and defintely something I have never done before. Till later.